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There’s a higher power that will judge you for your indecency
….
… Tom cruise??

There’s a higher power that will judge you for your indecency

….

… Tom cruise??

i lost a tooth. shit. that makes 4 in total.

this is hell. 

fuck you

(i’ll appologise now for swearing like a sailor)

I’m so Friggin’ sick of Wannabe in with the skinny girls, people. Why on earth people ask people with eating disorders tips on how to be like them is beyond me. I mean, these people are fucking clueless. It’s not a fashion trend. we/ i have a problem. When i was 13 i hated the way i felt about myself not necessarly weight related but i literally loathed myself which has turned into an eating disorder. but i NEVER asked how to lose weight, i fucking researched it, and i did it. I’m sick of tumblr/ forumspring, were people ask. omg i ate a chocolate bar am i going to gain weight, should i throw up, is that how i be skinny. GRRRRR.

Also To Megan from my class at uni. Not seeing me for a year after being in hospital and they first sentence to leave your over used gob. OMG ARE YOU LIKE ANOREXIC? is just as bad as calling someone who’s obese omg did you know your fat???? DO NOT COMMENT YOU IGNORANT BITCH! negative comments are not needed period. just keep it zipped. Because of your comment, i starved myself for a week, because you made me self conscious about how i looked.. AGAIN…


next time someone comments about my weight, i’m going to be blunt and say Yes i am anorexic and bulimic and the comment you just made will stay with me forever, which increases my irrational thoughts about my body image and how people perceive me, so thanks to you. I may lose weight, but thats half a stone away from death. have a nice day. CUNT

  • i'm seriously 2 mins away from hot bath, bottle of vodka, pills and a blade

c-o-u-c-o-u asked: do you have any recommendations for good diet pills?

trust me there are shit things out there, theres not just one pill that cures everything. BELIEVE ME!

If you a prone to binge eating like me I do suggest a Appetite suppressant.. again different pills work on different people.

if you are an non eating person then you if take a metabolism booster.

I will give you the full break down of the Ottewi if it works, because so far this is fasts work diet pill ive ever come across

I also suggest as a healthy way to start buy a chinese detox tea its cleans you out nice and gently, i find everything on ebay and researching sites.

Diet Pill Fuck me (I applogise now i feel HIGH)

Fuck me.

Just recieved a new diet pill called Ottewi

Fuck me.

I feel high like i just did Nos with out the giggle

Phenylethylamine hcl 500mg

Ive done drug, diet pills everything

but bloody nora i can feel my heart in my head, my head above my head. Typing is like super heard.

i feel little a friggin feather. my skins tingling.

confession fail

my boyfriend pushed and pushed he broke me down i told him a selection of secrets… he’s now not talking to me… should i suffer for his morbid curiousity. why do i care for people when they are all the same all ready to screw me over.
thank god for diet pills or id be elbow deep in cakes right now!

The awful truth about being bulimic

I’ve just lost another part of a tooth. 5th in total… doesnt matter how many times i clean my teeth.. purging atleast 5 times a day for 5 years.. cannot avoid the truth that you will lose your teeth… super worried now. might actually have to face this

There’s a higher power that will judge you for your indecency
….
… Tom cruise??

There’s a higher power that will judge you for your indecency

….

… Tom cruise??

i lost a tooth. shit. that makes 4 in total.

this is hell. 

fuck you

(i’ll appologise now for swearing like a sailor)

I’m so Friggin’ sick of Wannabe in with the skinny girls, people. Why on earth people ask people with eating disorders tips on how to be like them is beyond me. I mean, these people are fucking clueless. It’s not a fashion trend. we/ i have a problem. When i was 13 i hated the way i felt about myself not necessarly weight related but i literally loathed myself which has turned into an eating disorder. but i NEVER asked how to lose weight, i fucking researched it, and i did it. I’m sick of tumblr/ forumspring, were people ask. omg i ate a chocolate bar am i going to gain weight, should i throw up, is that how i be skinny. GRRRRR.

Also To Megan from my class at uni. Not seeing me for a year after being in hospital and they first sentence to leave your over used gob. OMG ARE YOU LIKE ANOREXIC? is just as bad as calling someone who’s obese omg did you know your fat???? DO NOT COMMENT YOU IGNORANT BITCH! negative comments are not needed period. just keep it zipped. Because of your comment, i starved myself for a week, because you made me self conscious about how i looked.. AGAIN…


next time someone comments about my weight, i’m going to be blunt and say Yes i am anorexic and bulimic and the comment you just made will stay with me forever, which increases my irrational thoughts about my body image and how people perceive me, so thanks to you. I may lose weight, but thats half a stone away from death. have a nice day. CUNT

  • i'm seriously 2 mins away from hot bath, bottle of vodka, pills and a blade

c-o-u-c-o-u asked: do you have any recommendations for good diet pills?

trust me there are shit things out there, theres not just one pill that cures everything. BELIEVE ME!

If you a prone to binge eating like me I do suggest a Appetite suppressant.. again different pills work on different people.

if you are an non eating person then you if take a metabolism booster.

I will give you the full break down of the Ottewi if it works, because so far this is fasts work diet pill ive ever come across

I also suggest as a healthy way to start buy a chinese detox tea its cleans you out nice and gently, i find everything on ebay and researching sites.

Diet Pill Fuck me (I applogise now i feel HIGH)

Fuck me.

Just recieved a new diet pill called Ottewi

Fuck me.

I feel high like i just did Nos with out the giggle

Phenylethylamine hcl 500mg

Ive done drug, diet pills everything

but bloody nora i can feel my heart in my head, my head above my head. Typing is like super heard.

i feel little a friggin feather. my skins tingling.

(Source: 2beskinny)

confession fail

my boyfriend pushed and pushed he broke me down i told him a selection of secrets… he’s now not talking to me… should i suffer for his morbid curiousity. why do i care for people when they are all the same all ready to screw me over.
thank god for diet pills or id be elbow deep in cakes right now!

The awful truth about being bulimic

I’ve just lost another part of a tooth. 5th in total… doesnt matter how many times i clean my teeth.. purging atleast 5 times a day for 5 years.. cannot avoid the truth that you will lose your teeth… super worried now. might actually have to face this

fuck you
Diet Pill Fuck me (I applogise now i feel HIGH)
confession fail
The awful truth about being bulimic

About:

Name: Nyx or Phee

Labels I've been given: Attention seeking, anorexic, bulimic, self harming, procrastinating, bisexual misfit, out of place, unimaginative artist whore.

Labels they missed out: Day dreamer, insomniac, lover, hater, addict, hallucinatory, waster, human!

Stats:
Height: 5' 4"
CW: 115
HW: 127
LW: 095
GW1: 110
GW2: 105
GW3: 100
GW4: 095
UGW: 087

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